Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts

Saturday, December 18, 2010

PICMOSAIC!


www.picmosaic.com


Here's the site Ive been talking about on my post yesterday! This site is specially designed for Facebook! It's really cool!! We just launched the website this late afternoon. Started promoting and tagging it to friends, although the site is still on the process of development. Paulbrett and I just couldn't wait to launch it! {took him overnight to finish it --kawawa naman ayapohbett :c walang sleep } Anyways, as much as I wanted to give you a tour on our new baby, I'm seriously dead tired! hmmmmm....  I'll just post a sample of what it does on Facebook so you'll have an idea.. :)) --paalam!!


Here are samples taken from my Facebook album!  


Saturday, December 4, 2010

DEC 4 -- Crainiotomy Day

My uncle had a crainiotomy, brain surgery for his aneurysm. he spent 11hrs in the operating room (3pm-2am), fighting for his life. I was there with him, from the time he got inside till he left the operating room. Luckily I was assigned at the OR in NOPH (Negros Oriental Provincial Hospital) so I was able to access in. I didn't scrubbed in, Felt like I was emotionally and physically unstable. I haven't had enough time to sleep prior that day, not to mention I've been having sleepless nights due to my insomnia (even thought of asking prescriptions for a sleeping pill). I was really tired and stress out.

Overall, the operation was successful, the surgeon said it himself, "the operation went perfectly fine, although I have to admit that it was really a though operation". I also heard feedbacks from our staff nurse that the surgeon said, it was a very good thing that the brain was relaxed during the entire operation. Everything actually went well except when the blackout strike. I had to go of the OR to calm my family that everything's alright inside, the machine has its own power and the ventilator is continuously working. After the operation, I am literally DEAD TIRED!!! --but knowing that the operation was successful, its all worth while :)

.....what were praying now is my uncles recovery, I heard that his having difficulty in breathing (probably one of the reason is that his still on his ventilator and when you look at him, he does look he can't breath well). up to this time everyone of us has high hopes that he will get through this crisis. His a fighter and with all faith, we know that each trials has its own purpose and everything will soon be alright.

As of now, we are indeed in great FINANCIAL and EMOTIONAL crisis but again, with high HOPES, we believe that will surpass this devastating and heartbreaking situation.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Dead Tired!


I'm so sleepy right now, but I can't sleep yet, I had to finish my work online.. :( arghhh....hate it! Just when I thought I could get advantage this time, here comes work trying to take it away...hmmmmpppp..
I'm so tired oh my gosh,..... Maybe its because I haven't slept well for the last couple of weeks. I usually tuck myself into bed at 4am "everyday"-- either I have hospital duty the next day or not. I'm just so tired I can't take it anymore, I'm going to bed now, still have to wake up early for tomorrow's 7am -3pm shift.. ciao!! (-_-)zzzzzz 

Sunday, November 14, 2010

mc.DReAM gUY is that u?! ^^

Paulbrett's back from manila... went to Rob and bought his eyeglasses :) he so looked like my dream guy, I remember when I was still in high school, I used to draw and imagine my dream guy and its funny how it looked like him with his new glasses on.. He looks cute :) mmmmm that's what I thought so.  ^^ I'm just happy his back home.  We had dinner together, and sang couple of songs at his place. Ohhhh it's so so good to have him back. :))))

Saturday, November 13, 2010

welcome home :)

It's 3:29 in the morning and am not even close to being sleepy. I can't sleep, I can't shut my eyes. I kept thinking  paulbrett's gonna be home hours from now and I'm just so excited. :)))) I can' wait to see him. I super dooper dooper missed him and I missed the things we used to do each day. funny I even missed scratching his back (his fave past time) and playin' around with his head to his ear!. owwwwww yessssss..... 12more hours to go!!!! :)))))))))) ---and welcome home ayapohbett ^^

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Missin' Paul Brett a LOT...

This morning, yapohbett flew to Manila for a business trip, He'll be there for 3days, so will be back on Sunday afternoon... Don't wanna write today to be honest, just wanna get to bed and sleep a lot until Sunday comes.  Life is Boring without him. I guess I'm so just used to being with him every single day.

Today is tita Emy and tito Gilbert's birthday by the way, went to daro, took pix of the family, sang one song, and spent the whole night talking with my ta Balet (Assistant Principal of Don Bosco). today was supposed to be fun, but I don't feel like it. I just miss my pohbett and wish he'll come back soon... :(  goodnight...

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Eye's phalezzzz shut off and get me to bed!



I have troubles sleeping at night and I don't know if its psychological or what. How can I say so? well usually when I take benadryl, it helps me get to sleep, (unfortunately this time it didn't work.) I don't know, but every time I have hospital duty the next day, I just can't sleep early! Tried everything I can think of: no caffeine or coke hours before sleeping time, warm bath, warm milk, senti or bossa nova music, soft fluffy pillows around me, dimmed light, cool room environment, and even --counting sheeps...lol! sometimes I pissed myself off!

photo by: madarino
Original from Yellow-Stock [link]